I have noticed that many of the rituals that are required, assume the existence of a cohesive group of dedicated Satanists (ex: the rite of initiation in the blog), and that it is highly structured with highly defined roles. That is an ideal, but to create that take creating agreements and community among a dedicated group of Gay Satanists committed to their own unholy path and to join with others who are also committed and to meet on a regular basis.

The other thing I notice about this vow: it seems to be only oriented towards deepening sex or sexual experiences. There is no mention of deepening any kind of occult knowledge or training. It is like there is this perception that everything is only and exclusively below the waist. To be clear, below the waist is necessary and critical, and at the same time, there is a second head (the one on the shoulders) that also could be engaged to make the experience even deeper. For me, for me, it is like settling for a skateboard when you could be driving a Maserati.

I am doing an ongoing reading of the writings of Malik. I have been studying demonology and talking with other Satanists. I have a practice. All this suggests there is so much more to this than just sex and getting fucked or sucked. I enjoy using a sub and perverting him to suck me and give me my sexual pleasure as a top, at the same time, I look for deeper Brotherhood connections in this journey.