I am trying not to goon out while thinking about my devotion to Satan. I feel having a clear head while I am sorting through this new journey does Show that it is a devotion that I am choosing. with that said since I have made this decision There is a lot of art that I now find very erotic. I am loving all the erotic satanic artwork but more importantly, and this has just happened, I love being HIV positive and it’s always been a turn on for me. I now know that HIV was a gift from Satan and I find that Major erotic turn on, more so than ever before. I am also talking to someone on here about scat play. We are having some good conversations about this and brother Michael right now is really educating me and it is making me think about my relationship to Satan and enjoyment of scat. I have not gooned out to that in these conversations, but I am looking forward to it.