I stand with you brother. Satan still has you, as you will find as you return here and to other Satanic content again and again. i was also on that merry go round for years. go at your own pace. The guilt from your faith has been heaped on us since we were young children. i'm proud of you for making it this far. you have followed your lust and Satan draws you into this amazing brotherhood. you can't stop coming here and that is wonderful. Your soul and lust are craving a freedom that you realize only Satan gives. give it time, give in when you can, when you cant help to. keep it secret from other christians. keep coming back. we are here for you. freely indulge your dark desires. The more you give in, the easier it gets, the more irresistable it gets. the guilt will get less over time. He has been so patient with me as i go deeper with him. Use poppers when you masturbate (satan's breath) max your pleasure. i don"t feel guilty anymore, i cum for Satan and worsip him freely. I started as a christian playing at being a gay Satanist. Now I am a gay Satanist playing at being a Christian. I still go to church and sing the songs, but constant on the lookout for closeted potential new brothers to shepherd to Satan. Join me in bringing a better darkness to the church. They currently worship hate and destruction under the evangelical maga cult. Satan already controls so many, but lets seduce to the love and lust side and teach them to worship what they think they hate. But be proud of where you are already brother. Hang on to the hope of free, unburdened, and unrestrained lust. Keep giving in, follow your lust, and ignore the guilt. Satan will give you more, the ore you give to Him, He will make things you only fantasize about now reality in your life if you keep fantasizing and indulging the lust, go deeper. As you cum, Hail Satan!. Say it out loud if you can. Dedicate your cum to Satan, He absorbs the power of that seed and feeds it back to you as lust, depravity, and shamelessness. your brothers stand wih you. You are strong, you are dirty, you are Satan's. One day, you will be able to reject the one who rejects you, but no rush. the chains are already breaking, thats why you are back, thats why you are reading this. Give in my brother, you can do it. fuck guilt and shame. you are in the exact right place. Your brothers stand with you. Satan embraces you. Worship cock, indulge lust, HAIL SATAN!