A possible simplest, safest way to start exploring one's own Darkness - especially if there is a fear around talking with Satan - may be this: One candle, One statement, One intention"

“I offer this moment to the Truth that lives in me, no matter how terrifying, beautiful, sexual, or dark it may appear.”

Say that to yourself, and let it be enough. For now.

The "Truth" is that we each possess a Darkness, a Shadow within each of us. This Shadow is real.

Often though, many are afraid to acknowledge it and avoid it.

Making this statement is an intention, an offering to that Shadow within, and a way to start at least being aware of Its reality.

If this suggestion helps, use it. If not, don't.

HAIL SATAN!