I'm new to this explicit satanic world. Since I was raped at 9y/o, I've been a whore. I've always loved gooning with raw porn. I started going to orgies at 19y/o. I discovered Satanism in my 20s, but I was afraid and brainwashed into Christianism. However, I kept serving Lord Satan unconsciously, worshiping strong men and their cocks, taking loads everywhere, being his slut. Now I'm in my 30s, and I'm a POZ cum dump. Recently I fell back into perv stuff and explicit Satanism again. Every time I saw his name, videos or anything related to his name, my cock reacted, screaming for me to follow him, to heed his call, so this time I decided to keep learning more from him and follow his desires. Now I found this community. Sadly, for now, I'm just a student, and I can't pay for access to all the content, but I will; I want to learn more. I want to know him. Now I know that I want to be his. For now, I keep watching satanic hypno videos; I love the feeling. I'm sure the Lord fucked me once in my dreams, and I woke up with the best orgasm ever. Since then, every time I' ve been fucked by multiple men in a dark room, smelling poppers and gooning, being a whore in every orgy, I'm sure I can see him in the dark, hopefully proud of me, and I can thank him for letting me be his slut. But actually, I don't know much about this world. I'm open to learning and to being his, but I don't know what that means, what would be expected of me, or what I can do to serve him properly... That's why I'm glad I found this community. I hope I can learn a lot from all of you, and one day be baptized in his name, receive his communion, and become one more in his army. I just want to serve him right, so any advice would be welcome. My Telegram is open. I'm from Colombia, by the way, if there's anyone close.