Well the first thing you need to understand, Satanism is only damnation, etc. if you are buying to the Judeo-Christian framework and the Jerry Falwell-Pat Robertson fabricated version of Satanism that captured public imagination (and had everyone playing their vinyl records backward to hear hidden messages from the devil), None of that destruction, anarchy, violence, blood sacrifice, unending drug benders type stuff they presented as Satanism actually is. What they presented is essentially an amalgamation of the darkest parts of Judeo-Christian history. Satanism is not a sheep belief system with a dogma like Christianity and company.

Instead, Satanism is an independent goat level experience on the road less traveled (the Left Hand Path as it's often called). This means there's no God deciding your fate or devil tempting you to do bad things; it's all on you. You made the decision and took the action, you bear the consequences. So learn to play chess and an understand how potential timelines work, because under Satanism, the burden for your life's decisions is on you.

While this power does carry great responsibility, it also carries great reward. YOu don't have the specters of Shame and Guilt which have long been weaponized by dogmatic religions, particularly where sexual Pleasures are concerned, hanging over your head and damaging your self image and psyche. You can properly enjoy, indulge and celebrate the human experience in full, which Christianity and those like it deny their followers, with the unproven promise of something better in the next lile.

If you have questions about it all I and many other brothers are here to help.