I am a Satanist. I am also a Sissy.

As both, I am highly aware of the immense sexual power that I possess.

There is an ironic principle present in that proclamation in and of itself.

Allow me to explain.

As a Sissy I am a very feminine Boy, as effeminate and sexually submissive as they come.

I regularly & unashamedly display my naked Body to other Men as a sexual offering.

It is this very femininity that provides my power.

A Man's fully erect Penis standing tall & mighty is a beautiful sight to behold for a Sissy such as myself and as soon as I cast my gaze upon it I immediately seize it in my Hands while studying it. I stare at the Swollen Balls so full of Seed before moving my eyes up the entire length of his shaft while admiring the glowing purple veins along the way until my gaze finally settles upon that preciously swollen Head which stares back at me with a bloated head with an invisible Eye that has swollen itself open into a perfect circle in lustful anticipation.

By this point I know that my Man is ready to enter his Penis into a Mouth or Ass.

I usually begin with my Mouth. I enjoy milking his Penis to a maximum Erection while working my Oral talents upon his Erection by using my Mouth to service the Shaft while working my Lips & Tongue on the Head. This never fails to maximize his arousal. In fact, I have made a Man ejaculate his Semen inside of my Mouth that we both had originally agreed upon had been intended for my Ass. I only agree to sexually meet with a Man once he is packing a full seven-day load. Once his erect Penis springs out from his underwear all bare before me I immediately take it into my Mouth after studying it. I then work his Penis over with my Mouth, Lips, & Tongue with a dedicated passion that has sometimes not allowed him to hold on to his Sperm until my Ass is presented. He begs me to stop sucking and I refuse at which point I suck until I hear those orgasmic groans welling up from deep within his throat as I prepare to receive his Orgasm orally and after a few seconds of hearing his verbal groans I begin moaning myself as I feel my taste-buds flooded with the unique taste of HOT Semen as his Penis spits out its seven-day load all over my Tongue as I fellate him until he is finished. The thing about performing Fellatio upon a Man is that upon approaching an Orgasm the Man being fellated begins to verbally groan very loudly as his Orgasm approaches. As A Sissy I continue to suck him like a Champion with an intention of extracting his Climax and then his entire Body seizes up in silence as my Mouth then becomes flooded with the unmistakable taste of his Sperm. I swallow it down as I suck it out from his Penis until he finishes groaning in Orgasm. My face usually hurts by this point as well because he has pounded his hips hard against my face in his release but he HAS ejaculated.

After having released his seven-day build-up of Semen into my Mouth he falls asleep.

But I awoke in the middle of the Night to the sensation of his Erection fucking me balls-deep in & out of my Ass. By the time I awoke I was powerless. His Cock had already claimed me Anally. I could only simply lie on my side while being naked and receive the thrusts of his rejuvenated Penis as he stabbed into me Anally, fucking my naked Ass with such determination that the first things that occurred to me were that he is NOT wearing a rubber and number two, he is going to anally inseminate me. I offered zero resistance. I just laid there and took the hard Cock of my Lover until he anally filled me with his Semen.

But this taught me that as a Sissy, I hold power over TOPS.