Sometimes, poppers training leads me into a state of hardcore submission—craving impact, humiliation, and extreme BDSM (fist-fucking, sounding, depravity). And what if it wasn't the poppers leading me down this path, but a demon... that same demon urging me to get high...

I read that this addiction did not fall within the conditions of one of the temples.. avoid getting high too often, because you lose touch with reality. But what can I do when that same demon orders me to carry on...