Something is happening with Me. I am going deeper into my Satanism lately. I am exploring concepts and practices that, honestly are difficult to explain. Malik's work has inspired much of this. Contemplating what it means to respond to Satan's call in a very deep way: mentally, physically, volitionally. I am coming up with some really deep reflections. It is extremely powerful. I use rites and vows as a way to create self-containment so that I can focus on going more deeply into this and respond to Satan's call for me.