Chosen
When i formally dedicated my body mind and soul to Satan, impotant part of the "scriot" was that i did so of my own free will. I cursed the god and all tenents of the religion Ii was taught. I invited Satan and all the forces to indwell me and lead me until i become totally changed to the point of damnation.
Yet i wonder how much he actually chose me. I think i was always pulled toward him from childhood. My dreams and desires even as a child were "shameful" even shocking to hear from a child. At 5 i was convinced i was going to hell and so at that "innocent" age gave life to Christ .
And after 50 odd years of growing ratiinalsm and actuve atheism...here i am with a firm knowledge that what we call Satan has claimed me for purposes deemed sinful and even shiking to the culture that surrounds me. And i am home.
Thoughts?
Ave Satanas. Ave Asmoseus. Ave Belial. Ave all the legions great and small that are vixtorious over Yaweh. Christ the socalled Holy Spirit. Damn these forevermore!
Hail Brothers
HAIL SATAN HAIL HIS DEMONS AND SONS OF SODOMY
Since childhood I knew I was different but didn't know where that thought and feeling originated. I followed blindly Catholic teachings on sexuality. When I entered puberty and realized men's bodies made me lust for them and was what made me different, I felt overwhelming shame and guilt. I even began to believe I was the Antichrist. As I aged and questioned church teachings on morality, SATAN slowly and patiently led me into temptation and revealed my truth to me. I didn't have a guardian angel as a child
, I had someone so much better, SATAN, MY LORD AND MASTER.