Chosen
When i formally dedicated my body mind and soul to Satan, impotant part of the "scriot" was that i did so of my own free will. I cursed the god and all tenents of the religion Ii was taught. I invited Satan and all the forces to indwell me and lead me until i become totally changed to the point of damnation.
Yet i wonder how much he actually chose me. I think i was always pulled toward him from childhood. My dreams and desires even as a child were "shameful" even shocking to hear from a child. At 5 i was convinced i was going to hell and so at that "innocent" age gave life to Christ .
And after 50 odd years of growing ratiinalsm and actuve atheism...here i am with a firm knowledge that what we call Satan has claimed me for purposes deemed sinful and even shiking to the culture that surrounds me. And i am home.
Thoughts?
Ave Satanas. Ave Asmoseus. Ave Belial. Ave all the legions great and small that are vixtorious over Yaweh. Christ the socalled Holy Spirit. Damn these forevermore!
Hail Brothers
Your story is much like mine. I think the "calling" is like Ouroboros, the snake eating its own tail. He calls us, perhaps before we are born, and makes himself known to many of us at an extremely early age but in ways that we do not understand for perhaps decades to come. Thus even though He has called us we must then find our way to Him by recognizing the signs that lead us to the path.
That's my thinking 🤷🏻♂️