Hey, guys!

Posted here a few days ago. Spoke about how I was an ex-Christian looking to get closer to Satan. Then did a disappearing act and repented when the overwhelming guilt and shame came over me again. I just don’t seem to know what signs to look for. Should I be returning to my faith, will I ever? Or does Satan have me now and I need to make peace with it and let go? Please msg me and tell me your thoughts. Would love to get some clarity and certainty.