Hey guys, I've missed the geographically based forums to try connecting with like-minded guys who want to stroke and goon to Satanic porn together for hours especially if it's a cloudy day and best to stay indoors.

Everything has been coming together since I accepted Satan into my body, mind, and soul. How I show loyalty to Lord Satan is mainly by gooning for many hours and feeling his presence around me always throughout the day even when my hand can't be caressing my cock. I never felt right in the Christian church and never felt any connection to that god.

But I feel like Satan really understands what I want and really need, even the things I didn't admit to myself. Satan has made me the happiest I've ever been, and I've felt more aggressive and confident, and I always feel his presence in every other way, omnipresent, guiding me even when this goes beyond gooning.

I doubted it at first but things started to come together which couldn't simply be coincidences and then it all made sense.. even as a kid like 5 years old, I loved going into the woods, stripping down, and holding my cock, it felt so good; and I had dreams about Satan and it felt safe and like home. It took a couple decades to remember that and who I've always been inside as much as other forces in the world tried to shape and shame me from being free. Can anybody else share some thoughts about their own story?

Satan has come to me on a spiritual level as well as the sexual one by filling me with cock lust... and he pushes me to pursue it.. and I want to more and more.. but it'd be nice to find some like-minded guys not too far from the Northeastern USA like NYC / NY / MA / CT / NJ..

I love Satan so much and as much as he's got this bad label as a liar and deceiver, everything he's helped me to make me see about myself and the world has been very wise and astute... in ways far more profound than the superficial attitudes I experienced during past dalliances in the Christian church. Thanks for reading.

At first I dismissed the clues I was hearing and seeing as coincidences or just some fluke; but these kept coming more and more and I started to understand and when I surrendered to him a few months ago without any longer being afraid or unsure, Father Satan has transformed my life and he has wanted me to start taking more action on what he has trained me to do with becoming his Satanic servant. There are some activities that don't align with my worship practices for Master Satan but clearly each person has their own unique Satanic journey. I love Satan so much; he comforts my cock, my mind, and my soul and I feel like he is always with me now, watching over me...

Maybe this sounds crazy about having actual signs that Satan wanted me to start noticing him -- I wish that I had been able to open my eyes as a kid because it would have avoided a lot of missteps; I feel so much more driven and focused now and everything feels different since I accepted Satan to bond within and become a part of me. In fact, I was thinking of what to do about staying indoors on a cloudy day and how to meet other gay Satanic brothers to worship our Lord Satan together by stroking our dongs for hours, popperbating or whatever, and watch each other spread out seed as we each cry out "Hail Satan,, Praise Satan.. Fuck Christ! Fuck God! Fuck the Holy Spirit!!"

I was daydreaming about being able to do that and this voice popped into my head and told me to post something on here. Am I alone here in getting clues and guidance from Satan going through the day about life's dilemmas?

When that happens it makes me so horny feeling protected, guided, and cared for by Father Satan and I only want to serve him and obey what he tells me to do. I drip so much precum in my underwear and can't wait to get home so I can worship him with my cock and cum. I hope this doesn't sound crazy about feeling Satan's presence.. at this point I am 100% certain that Satan is real and everywhere if we can only wake up and open that dormant part of our minds.

Please share some of your own thoughts especially if you have any parallels or differences from my own Satanic journey. I have so much peace inside now and am eager to start taking more actions to embrace what Satan wants me to do next, to suck cock at gloryholes and be a glory hole slut among many other things.

I need some help to loosen me up and just fill me with the urge to suck cocks and fill my holes with loads all day long -- can anybody help with that? I want to make Lord Satan proud of me and be his good boy. Thank you