I am not only a Bottom but I am also a Sissy. There is a very firm distinction between these two designations. One does not automatically correspond to the other. There are countless masculine Bottoms just as there are Femmes that are Tops.

But I belong to the category of Bottom-boys who are full-blown Sissies.

In my journeys throughout cyberspace over the years I have witnessed endless pictures, videos, & memes describing Bottom-boy Sissies and their purposes as sexual servants to Dick but I have yet to encounter any attempts to actually define the psychological motivations that makes a Bottom-boy metamorphose into a Sissy.

This post is an attempt on my behalf to explain those psychological motivations to the best of my ability.

Before I go any further, I would like to state that the following analysis is strictly my own interpretation and in no way meant as literal Law. In fact, I am very excited to read other Sissy-boys' opinions concerning what I have to say...

Sissydom begins and ends with a deeply intense sexual craving for another Man's Penis.

Sissies such as myself become possessed by Satan's gift upon us in the form of Phallic obsession. To put it more clearly, I believe that we Sissies experience the carnal pleasures of Sex acts more profoundly than actual Women or Heterosexual Men do simply due to our utter abandonment of Judeo-Christian morality, which I feel is safe to say applies to most of us Fag-Satanists and if this abandonment has NOT already happened for you my Brothers in darkness then I can only hope that eventually it will because living in the throes of constant sexual desire is a euphoric state of being such as only the brightly burning fires of Hell can ignite. This applies to Top-Breeders as well as Bottom-Sissies. Satan unites us as opposites in the flamingly hot flames of sexual desire.

So what does being a Sissy mean to me?

Behold my Revelation:

For me, being a Sissy means that whenever I behold a Man's magnificent & fully-erect Penis that regardless of if it is directly tangible or not I immediately become mesmerized and proceed to behave in a suspended state of combined amazement, attraction, awe, desire, & intimidation. I get stupid like a heterosexual Girl would. I become kind of Shy; I get nervous; I act clumsily and giggle immaturely. These are ALL signs that I am in sexual heat and that I am craving anal penetration & insemination.

For me, being a Sissy means exploring the art of self-discipline to a relative maximum. For example, I would prefer to meet a Top-Breeder and set a certain date for a naked night of bareback Sex in a nice hotel on a canopied Bed. Seven days before we are to meet, he has promised me to abstain from all sexual activity including Masturbation. We are to meet with his Balls totally full of churning Sperm.

As a Sissy I like to Prick-tease and I admit it. I like to send my Breeder pictures & videos of myself in various states of undress, from fully-clothed to partially-clothed to butt-naked full exposure throughout the week before we meet. Here is revealed another symptom of true Sissydom: By prick-teasing I am attempting to ensure that by the time my Breeder & I meet behind closed doors in the Bedroom that he is sufficiently horny enough through a combination of different factors such as not having experienced an Orgasm for seven Days along with being prick-teased by me sending him various pictures of myself naked.

For me, being a Sissy means presenting myself sexually to other Men as a faux-Woman. Sissy-Bottoms such as myself do this in order to affirm & clarify that we possess ZERO masculinity. Therefore, we want to be fucked as a Woman would.

But us Sissies require the pleasures of being anally fucked, and fucked HARD...

Sissies such as myself behave in certain effeminate ways to attract our Breeders. We mimic Women not because we believe that our Breeders desire Vagina but because we are so feminine and have such ZERO masculinity ourselves that we are total Fags and instinctively spread our Legs wide open before Men.

Sissies such as myself LOVE to Prick-tease our potential Top-breeder because we know that once he has us vulnerable behind closed Doors that he is going to have become so angry in his Lust, so fierce in his sexual determination, so dedicated yet insane in his desires by this time that he will aggressively dominate me and angrily strip me naked and claim my Ass without any regard as to my comfort, as it should be.

As a Sissy I present myself as feminine because I have ZERO Masculinity and I openly confess to being a sexual Servant for other horny Men.

As a Sissy I express myself effeminately in order to symbolically proclaim my submission to other horny Males.

When out in public, I dress provocatively. When the Weather is warm I wear a tightly form-fitting t-shirt, tight shorts that accentuate the rounded shape of my behind, and flip-flops.

As a Sissy, I LOVE going Barefoot. Going out in public dressed as described allows me to advertise myself as a potential Sissy to other Men and it then becomes up to them to hit on me. I cannot underestimate the importance of being barefoot while wearing flip-flops as a Sissy who advertises.

Going out & about in form-fitting Clothes while having gone barefoot in flip-flops to the Supermarket, Men size me up with their gazes and I am therefore put on sexual display as a potentially fuckable little Sissy Boy...

As a Sissy, I have mixed feelings about feeling my Pants or Underwear stripped down & away from my Body. I prefer to be in control but I understand when I am not and when my Breeder requires penetration...