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Hidden Tales

The Profane Weeping of Saint Bertram

Tale nr. 4 by Lustrex

Historical, Blasphemy, Monastery, Priests, Domination, Secret Rituals

In the shadowed valleys of 15th-century Bavaria, nestled amid mist-shrouded pines, stood the Monastery of Saint Bertram, a bastion of piety where stone walls echoed with chants and the air hung heavy with incense. Brother Felix, a novice of barely eighteen summers, had been thrust into this austere world by his noble family's decree—a bid to humble the spoiled scion of wealth and refine his spirit. Back in the opulent halls of his father's manor, Felix had known silken beds, feasting, and the whispers of servants catering to his every whim. Here, however, the friars treated him as chattel: scrubbing floors until his knees bled, enduring lashings for the slightest infraction, and surviving on watery gruel while the elders feasted on bread and ale. Their eyes lingered on him with a mix of disdain and unspoken hunger, their voices dripping scorn for the 'silken boy' who dared breathe the same air as true men of God.

Boredom festered in Felix like a canker, rebellion simmering beneath his novice's robe. The monotony of vespers and vigils chafed against his restless soul, and the friars' cruelties only fueled a dark amusement. One fog-choked night, as the monastery slumbered under a canopy of stars, Felix slipped from his pallet. His heart pounded not with fear, but with wicked glee. He descended into the crypt, the air growing chill and cloying, lit only by the flicker of a stolen candle. At the chamber's heart rested the monastery's holiest treasure: the skull of Saint Bertram himself, the martyr whose blood had sanctified the soil centuries ago. Encased in a silver reliquary, the cranium was cradled on a velvet pillow, stained crimson where legend claimed the fatal blow had fallen—a jagged rent in the bone, artfully concealed beneath sumptuous fabric.

Felix's lips curled in a smirk. The friars revered this relic with feverish devotion, parading it during high masses, pressing lips to its gilded edges in supplication. Tonight, it would know desecration. With trembling fingers, he lifted the reliquary's lid, the velvet parting like a lover's thighs. The skull's empty sockets stared blankly, its teeth frozen in eternal silence. Felix freed himself from his robe, his manhood stirring to life after weeks of enforced celibacy—the friars' vows binding him tighter than chains. He hadn't spilled his seed since his arrival, the denial building a pressure that now surged through him like holy fire turned profane.

Positioning the skull carefully, he aligned the ragged hole at the back—the supposed wound of the saint's martyrdom—with his throbbing length. The velvet brushed against his skin, soft and mocking, as he pressed forward. The bone yielded strangely, the cavity within surprisingly accommodating, as if the relic hungered for this intrusion. Felix thrust slowly at first, savoring the illicit friction, the cool porcelain-like surface gripping him in a way no mortal flesh ever had. Whispers of blasphemy escaped his lips—mocking prayers twisted into curses—as he quickened his pace. The crypt's silence amplified every grunt, every slick slide, until ecstasy overtook him. With a stifled cry, he unleashed a torrent, his pent-up essence flooding the skull's hollows, seeping into cracks and pooling against the velvet. Exhausted, he withdrew, sealing the reliquary with a conspiratorial pat, and vanished into the shadows, semen drying in whitish traces like sacred manna.

Dawn broke with the tolling bells, summoning the brothers to matins. Abbot Baldwin, a gaunt figure with eyes like polished obsidian, led the procession to the crypt for the relic's veneration. As they knelt, a gasp rippled through the ranks. The skull gleamed unnaturally moist, droplets of a viscous, pearlescent fluid beading on the bone, soaking the pillow in a way that caught the torchlight like divine dew. 'A miracle!' cried Brother Anselm, the eldest friar, his voice quavering. 'The saint weeps tears of purity—behold the milky grace upon his martyr's wound!' The abbot leaned close, inhaling the faint, musky scent mistaken for celestial balm. Whispers spread: the saint's intercession, a sign of favor amid the empire's wars and plagues. Pilgrims would come; the monastery's coffers would swell. Felix, feigning awe among the novices, bit back laughter as the friars dabbed at the substance with linen cloths, preserving it as holy unguent.

The thrill of mockery proved addictive. That very night, Felix returned, his arousal sharpened by the day's hypocrisies. He rutted against the relic with renewed vigor, filling it anew, the overflow trickling like forbidden nectar. Morning brought fresh 'wonders'—the fluid warmer, more abundant, drawing the abbot to declare a fast in gratitude. Felix escalated his game, visiting the crypt thrice weekly, each desecration more fervent, his loads copious from the thrill. The friars, oblivious, attributed the escalating miracles to their piety, composing hymns to the 'Weeping Martyr.' Word spread beyond the cloister walls; soon, envoys from distant courts arrived, bearing gifts for a glimpse of the blessed skull.

What began as jest twisted into obsession. The monastery's fame exploded across the Holy Roman Empire—tales of the relic's 'vital essence' curing the barren, the lame, even the spiritually afflicted. Pilgrims flooded the gates: nobles in velvet, peasants in rags, all clamoring for the miracle. The abbot, sensing opportunity, instituted rituals of veneration. Chosen friars were tasked with displaying the skull during solemn processions, allowing the faithful to witness the steady seepage of the luminous fluid, which they bottled and sold as blessed elixir. The crypt's air grew thick with the scent of reverence, the velvet pillow perpetually damp, its stains revered as marks of divine favor. Felix's nocturnal visits ensured the flow never ceased, his secret amusement blooming into a twisted sense of power as the monastery's granaries overflowed with tithes and the scriptorium buzzed with illuminated manuscripts praising the saint's renewed vigor.

But shadows lengthened in the abbot's watchful gaze. Baldwin had long harbored suspicions—the irregular timing of the 'miracles,' the faint echoes from the crypt at odd hours. One moonless night, as Felix knelt before the reliquary, his robe hiked up and his hips driving forward into the skull's unyielding embrace, a rustle shattered the silence. The abbot emerged from the gloom, his skeletal frame silhouetted against the faint glow of a hidden lantern. Felix froze, his release teetering on the edge, but Baldwin's hand clamped over his mouth, pulling him back into the crypt's deeper recesses. 'Foolish whelp,' the abbot hissed, his breath hot against Felix's ear, 'you've conjured fortune from filth, but it ends tonight—unless you yield.'

Hidden in the velvet blackness of the catacombs, where ancient bones lined the walls like silent witnesses, Baldwin bound Felix's wrists with a rosary's beads, the wooden cross digging into his skin. The abbot had no desire to sully his hands with the relic's defilement; such direct blasphemy was beneath his station. Yet the monastery's prestige—and the gold it brought—demanded the miracle's persistence. 'The saint's grace flows through you,' Baldwin murmured, his voice a serpentine whisper, 'and I shall channel it, drawing forth what the faithful crave.' He stripped the novice bare, exposing Felix's lithe, trembling form to the chill air, then positioned him once more before the skull, forcing his rigid shaft back into the bone's jagged maw.

Felix gasped as the abbot's gaunt hands gripped his hips, guiding him into a rhythm that mocked the vesper bells' cadence. Baldwin, robes parted just enough, pressed his own hardened length against the novice's rear, slicking it with spittle before breaching him with a deliberate thrust. The intrusion burned, a profane invasion that pinned Felix forward, deepening his penetration of the relic. 'Spill for the glory,' the abbot growled, his movements calculated and unrelenting, each plunge syncing with Felix's involuntary bucks. The dual assault overwhelmed the young man— the cool grip of bone before him, the hot, insistent pressure from behind—building a storm within until he shattered, his seed erupting into the skull's cavity in thick, pulsing waves. Baldwin followed soon after, his own release flooding Felix's depths, a twisted communion that left the novice quaking, the reliquary brimming with fresh 'miracle' to greet the dawn.

This became their unyielding secret, a recurring rite etched into the crypt's eternal night. Night after night, as the monastery slumbered and pilgrims dreamed of cures, Baldwin would summon Felix to the shadows. The abbot never touched the relic, preserving his illusion of sanctity, but he orchestrated the desecration with iron control—bending the novice over ancient sarcophagi, or pressing him against mossy walls, always ensuring Felix's climax filled the saint's hollows while Baldwin claimed his corporeal tribute. Felix, caught between dread and a burgeoning, shameful ecstasy, complied; the lashings ceased, his portions improved, and the power of sustaining the empire's wonder fed his rebellious fire. The friars marveled at the miracle's constancy, attributing it to intensified prayers, while the abbot's coffers swelled with exclusive vials of the essence, bartered to kings and bishops.

Yet depravity's tendrils wove deeper still. Over months, Baldwin's demands evolved, his 'channeling' growing more elaborate. He introduced silken cords to bind Felix spread-eagled before the reliquary, heightening the novice's vulnerability as the abbot's thrusts grew savage, timed to wring every drop from him. Whispers of the abbot's nocturnal absences fueled rumors among the brothers, but none dared question. Felix's body adapted, craving the ritual's rhythm even as it eroded his soul—the slick slide into bone, the abbot's unyielding possession, the mingled fluids ensuring the relic's perpetual gleam.

The final twist slithered forth during a grand imperial visitation, when Emperor Rudolf himself arrived with his retinue, drawn by tales of the unending bounty. As the skull was paraded in the nave, its surface glistening under a hundred candles, Baldwin's eyes met Felix's across the throng. That night, in the crypt's heart, the abbot escalated their pact to seal the monastery's zenith. He bound Felix not with beads, but with chains forged from donated gold, suspending him inches from the reliquary so his dripping arousal hovered at the rent. Baldwin, stripped to the waist for the first time, revealed scars from his own ascetic flagellations—marks of a man who had long suppressed baser urges. 'Tonight, we bind fates,' he intoned, entering Felix with a ferocity born of ambition, his hands roaming to milk the novice's length directly into the skull while he rutted without mercy.

But as climax crested, Felix—pushed beyond endurance—convulsed in a torrent that overflowed the reliquary, spilling onto the abbot's robes in a blasphemous baptism. Baldwin, drenched and exalted, did not recoil; instead, he smeared the excess across his skin, declaring it the saint's ultimate anointing. From that eve onward, the ritual twisted irrevocably: Felix, now the abbot's shadowed consort, not only filled the relic but was made to consume traces of their mingled issue, force-fed by Baldwin's fingers to 'purify' his vessel. The miracle endured, the monastery ascended to legendary status, but in the crypt's depths, the two men forged a depraved symbiosis—abbot and novice, predator and prey—eternally entwined in a cycle of exploitation and ecstasy, where sacred pretense masked the raw, insatiable hunger of flesh commanding bone.

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