Yesss...we all know how it feels and are gooning together with you. I do not really like the word gooning as it implies various negative things. I like the term edging more. When we edge it gives many of us immense satisfaction because we reach the peak of pleasure, and at the same time it requires the use of strong will not to allow your hand to let the Satan's Load out. And if we can enhance our edging sessions with music, videos, pornographic stories, interactions with others, or consuming some substances, we get to feel Satan's power more vividly. It is similar to how the religious people often say how they are "filled with spirit", or when they feel their god's presence at some church ceremony, we feel we are closer to Master Satan. And not only does it just feel physically good, it also feels like He or His demons are giving us immense energy, confidence, and will power.
You may be asking "what will power is he talking about" or maybe you know immediately what it is. Apart from the willpower we exercise to prevent our dick from splurging the load (in another asshole, or on a Bible, or on both) what we need a special will power for is when we overcome our prior morality programming and conditioning. Some of us may have little programming by others to comply with the norms of society and some religious concepts, but in some there may be heavy programming inflicted on us either by other people, or by our own honest attempts to believe and serve some "good" deity like God, Allah, YHVH, or some other. To overcome the moral obstacles and to allow our honest urges manifest takes immense effort and will power. We all know that until a certain point we were like many others. The moment we saw something gay, or trans in our porn we had an instant reaction of disgust and aversion. But what it was in reality is fear that we may like it. Some of us had to consciously tell ourselves that this fear was irrational and that it was imposed on us. That if we watched that gay porn video, or looked at a picture of a blood engorged , erect cock nothing bad would happen. Maybe some knew from the start that they might like it. Since you are here on this website it indicates that you were able to successfully overcome your fear and told your hands what to do. You typed the seearch, entered the url, you registered, and you kept clicking on videos where you looked at hard, erect phalluses get inserted into and stretching assholes. Maybe some of these were young pink asshole, others may have been hairy mature assholes. But you accepted that you liked seeing it, and you knew you wanted to experience it and be on both ends at least once. In this process of overcoming I think Satan helps all of us. What he seems to help with is to give us the tools we need to overcome social taboos and the religious dogma. I firmly believe that overcoming one's private fears about sex, intercourse, and blasphemy also immensely aids us in overcoming any other fears in life.
Yesss...we all know how it feels and are gooning together with you. I do not really like the word gooning as it implies various negative things. I like the term edging more. When we edge it gives many of us immense satisfaction because we reach the peak of pleasure, and at the same time it requires the use of strong will not to allow your hand to let the Satan's Load out. And if we can enhance our edging sessions with music, videos, pornographic stories, interactions with others, or consuming some substances, we get to feel Satan's power more vividly. It is similar to how the religious people often say how they are "filled with spirit", or when they feel their god's presence at some church ceremony, we feel we are closer to Master Satan. And not only does it just feel physically good, it also feels like He or His demons are giving us immense energy, confidence, and will power.
You may be asking "what will power is he talking about" or maybe you know immediately what it is. Apart from the willpower we exercise to prevent our dick from splurging the load (in another asshole, or on a Bible, or on both) what we need a special will power for is when we overcome our prior morality programming and conditioning. Some of us may have little programming by others to comply with the norms of society and some religious concepts, but in some there may be heavy programming inflicted on us either by other people, or by our own honest attempts to believe and serve some "good" deity like God, Allah, YHVH, or some other. To overcome the moral obstacles and to allow our honest urges manifest takes immense effort and will power. We all know that until a certain point we were like many others. The moment we saw something gay, or trans in our porn we had an instant reaction of disgust and aversion. But what it was in reality is fear that we may like it. Some of us had to consciously tell ourselves that this fear was irrational and that it was imposed on us. That if we watched that gay porn video, or looked at a picture of a blood engorged , erect cock nothing bad would happen. Maybe some knew from the start that they might like it. Since you are here on this website it indicates that you were able to successfully overcome your fear and told your hands what to do. You typed the seearch, entered the url, you registered, and you kept clicking on videos where you looked at hard, erect phalluses get inserted into and stretching assholes. Maybe some of these were young pink asshole, others may have been hairy mature assholes. But you accepted that you liked seeing it, and you knew you wanted to experience it and be on both ends at least once. In this process of overcoming I think Satan helps all of us. What he seems to help with is to give us the tools we need to overcome social taboos and the religious dogma. I firmly believe that overcoming one's private fears about sex, intercourse, and blasphemy also immensely aids us in overcoming any other fears in life.