I really surprised myself when I created one. I have not committed, but found the urge to build an alter in my room for when the dark spell takes me over by using my lust and desires against me. I shopped in person at a Spencer’s store. I ended up with a pan with a baphomet on it, a blanket with Satan on it with a baphomet, and a small Satan like statue, and a baphomet lava lamps I was rock hard checking all this out at the counter, paying cash, the clerk new what I was building. Next came 2 strings of all red tree lights, strung one set under my bed so it glows red, the other around the upright mirror on my dresser. Next, draped the blanket over the mirror so it glowed red. The pan on the dresser, the statue in the center of it, 3 candles, one tall red, 2 shorter black candles. A bible I had in the house opened to a random page, my crown whiskey on the other side. I finished the decore by placing my black butt plug and black dong on there, accompied by my lube, and my bottle of poppers. After all that, I dressed in a sinful butchbitch black latex outfit, thigh spike boots, long red gloves, collar and chain, baphomet necklace around my neck, baphomet wrist band, and my ring over my gloved finger. So sinful. I was so aroused the first time I set this up, and it happens more frequently now. I like to sip my whisky in front of it, and by some point, the sip of whiskey has a small squirt of water (my piss). Eventually I am on on one booted knee, sucking my dong on the alter, then sniff poppers, and in the end, I am fucking myself with my dong, hard, so I feel the pleasure of the sexual pain. All true. How sinful and bad is that. 7 years ago when I bought my baphomet necklace in person, I never dreamed I would go down the path this far. Glover is taking me over. All comments welcome.