Hello help me. I'm starting to feel a lot of attraction to Satan. Darkness gives me a lot of excitement. I want to enter this world more. would you help me? I love the popper but I get sick when I use it.

I want to serve him. will you teach me? In my country this topic is difficult. 

I need to serve Satan so that he can give me the greatest sexual pleasure that can be felt. I don't know how to start. I don't have satanic friends. can you help me?. I love the popper, but when I use it I get sick in the head, I need to make a pact with Satan to help me so that I don't get sick and I can enjoy it. Who?