I wonder if my Luke warm presence here offends those here. I wish to do my best and offer insight into my presence.

I challenged the bibles teachings placing them against my gay lust and unholy desire. There i find no salvation only punishment and damnation by a god who would breath life to snuff out, at his desire. To kill the sister for the brothers transgressions.

Isn't unconditional love supposed to be unconditional? How can I name anyone "father" who doesn't possess this quality? Why should I follow those that choose to be blind to evil they commit to further a "holy" cause.

So I must ask myself if I am already damned to hell why should I suffer following these teachings just to suffer more in hell?

If that is my destination because of my true hidden self then why not prepare for that obvious outcome?

I may not be a brother, but these questions lead me here wondering if I'll find spiritual enrichment by embracing my true self and serving the master of hell.

So I humble myself to any who is willing to have fellowship.